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Dan Reynolds: Imagine Dragons | Lex Fridman Podcast #290

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Dan Reynolds is the lead singer of Imagine Dragons, one of the most popular bands in the world. Please support this podcast by checking out our sponsors: - Brave: https://brave.com/lex - Mizzen+Main: https://mizzenandmain.com and use code LEX to get $35 off - Athletic Greens: https://athleticgreens.com/lex and use code LEX to get 1 month of fish oil - Indeed: https://indeed.com/lex to get $75 credit - Grammarly: https://grammarly.com/lex to get 20% off premium EPISODE LINKS: Dan's Twitter: https://twitter.com/DanReynolds Dan's Instagram: https://instagram.com/danreynolds Imagine Dragons Website: https://imaginedragonsmusic.com/ PODCAST INFO: Podcast website: https://lexfridman.com/podcast Apple Podcasts: https://apple.co/2lwqZIr Spotify: https://spoti.fi/2nEwCF8 RSS: https://lexfridman.com/feed/podcast/ Full episodes playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLrAXtmErZgOdP_8GztsuKi9nrraNbKKp4 Clips playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLrAXtmErZgOeciFP3CBCIEElOJeitOr41 OUTLINE: 0:00 - Introduction 1:49 - Programming 20:50 - Johnny Depp and Amber Heard 25:44 - Las Vegas 30:45 - Spirituality 33:58 - Ayahuasca 44:16 - Depression and fame 48:01 - Introvert 1:00:39 - Advice from Charlie Sheen 1:13:18 - Making music 1:25:53 - Lesson from Rick Rubin 1:31:55 - Believer 1:39:26 - Father son relationship 1:40:42 - Dan's first song 1:44:54 - Cat Stevens and Harry Chapin 1:49:37 - Advice for young people 1:58:09 - LGBTQ 2:02:31 - Religion 2:07:13 - Meaning of life 2:10:22 - Dan sings SOCIAL: - Twitter: https://twitter.com/lexfridman - LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/lexfridman - Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/lexfridman - Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/lexfridman - Medium: https://medium.com/@lexfridman - Reddit: https://reddit.com/r/lexfridman - Support on Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/lexfridman

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Emphasizes the importance of conveying genuine emotion and belief in one's work for success as an artist.", 'The internet has empowered the masses to detect authenticity, allowing truly authentic expressions to be uplifted. Discusses the role of the internet in enabling the recognition and upliftment of authentic art.', 'The discussion delves into the impact of genuine expression on resonating with audiences, emphasizing the significance of authentic art. 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find as much meaning in lyrics they didn't write, emphasizing the emotional connection between artists and their work.", 'The emotional impact of lyrics and delivery in music The discussion delves into the emotional impact of lyrics and delivery in music, citing the example of how particular words and their delivery can evoke strong feelings, emphasizing the emotional and personal connection to artistic expression.', 'Interpreting art and finding inspiration The chapter highlights the ability to find inspiration in any sonic value or painting as long as truth is felt from the creator, underscoring the subjective nature of interpreting art and finding personal inspiration in creative works.']}], 'duration': 997.635, 'thumbnail': 'https://coursnap.oss-ap-southeast-1.aliyuncs.com/video-capture/jvGZkf87aCs/pics/jvGZkf87aCs75539.jpg', 'highlights': ["Dan Reynolds' journey in programming and music, showcasing his passion for completion and interest in creating games.", 'The artist draws 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hey, that person makes me laugh or not, or I love them and now I don't love them.", 'start': 1238.006, 'duration': 3.945}, {'end': 1248.52, 'text': "Love is such a complex, nuanced thing that a lot of times there's just more going on behind the scenes, I think.", 'start': 1242.432, 'duration': 6.088}, {'end': 1252.486, 'text': 'Yeah, on a small tangent on that.', 'start': 1249.522, 'duration': 2.964}, {'end': 1258.072, 'text': 'just as a curious question have you paid any attention to the Johnny Depp and Amber Heard trials??', 'start': 1252.486, 'duration': 5.586}, {'end': 1263.879, 'text': 'I have watched quite a bit of it because my wife really loves it and she watches it in bed at night.', 'start': 1258.833, 'duration': 5.046}], 'summary': 'Love and relationships are complex, with more to them than just attraction or humor. the speaker has observed the johnny depp and amber heard trials.', 'duration': 43.997, 'max_score': 1219.882, 'thumbnail': 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1496.957, 'text': 'gives you room to struggle yourself about the messiness of love.', 'start': 1491.354, 'duration': 5.603}], 'summary': 'Raw portrayal of love provides comfort and room for personal struggle.', 'duration': 31.796, 'max_score': 1465.161, 'thumbnail': 'https://coursnap.oss-ap-southeast-1.aliyuncs.com/video-capture/jvGZkf87aCs/pics/jvGZkf87aCs1465161.jpg'}, {'end': 1725.801, 'src': 'embed', 'start': 1694.871, 'weight': 0, 'content': [{'end': 1697.232, 'text': 'dual-edged sword that Vegas is.', 'start': 1694.871, 'duration': 2.361}, {'end': 1703.095, 'text': 'And I try to apply that to everything in life, which is like Johnny Depp in the Amber.', 'start': 1697.432, 'duration': 5.663}, {'end': 1704.996, 'text': "It's like, there's two sides to every story.", 'start': 1703.155, 'duration': 1.841}, {'end': 1706.616, 'text': "There's always two sides to every coin.", 'start': 1705.016, 'duration': 1.6}, {'end': 1708.877, 'text': "There's always, and there's something to be said for both.", 'start': 1706.636, 'duration': 2.241}, {'end': 1715.78, 'text': "Like I try to see people and, you know, It's just, yeah, I try to apply that to life.", 'start': 1709.458, 'duration': 6.322}, {'end': 1725.801, 'text': 'As far as a movie that personifies Vegas or something in that medium that personifies Vegas in a way that resonates with me.', 'start': 1716.4, 'duration': 9.401}], 'summary': 'Vegas is a dual-edged sword, like johnny depp in the amber, with two sides to every story and every coin.', 'duration': 30.93, 'max_score': 1694.871, 'thumbnail': 'https://coursnap.oss-ap-southeast-1.aliyuncs.com/video-capture/jvGZkf87aCs/pics/jvGZkf87aCs1694871.jpg'}], 'start': 1073.355, 'title': 'Love, loss, and faith', 'summary': 'Explores the nuanced nature of love and loss, the complexity of relationships and faith, and the contrast between high and low aspects of vegas, incorporating song analysis, personal experiences, and references to high-profile trials.', 'chapters': 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And if it existed, it would be like, I could communicate to you in such a deeper way.', 'start': 2525.962, 'duration': 8.164}, {'end': 2542.388, 'text': "I'm so confined by me having to articulate these words and put them in a sentence to you, Lex, and then tell you, like, if only I could just be like..", 'start': 2534.186, 'duration': 8.202}, {'end': 2547.99, 'text': 'Yeah And emotions do that sometimes, right? You could see my emotions and be like, oh, that communicates a lot.', 'start': 2542.388, 'duration': 5.602}], 'summary': 'Focus on truth, let go of control, and embrace mindfulness for deeper communication and understanding.', 'duration': 92.808, 'max_score': 2455.182, 'thumbnail': 'https://coursnap.oss-ap-southeast-1.aliyuncs.com/video-capture/jvGZkf87aCs/pics/jvGZkf87aCs2455182.jpg'}, {'end': 2711.294, 'src': 'embed', 'start': 2628.773, 'weight': 0, 'content': [{'end': 2638.699, 'text': 'Nevertheless, that is the question that humans have been asking for ever since humans were humans, which is the question of mortality,', 'start': 2628.773, 'duration': 9.926}, {'end': 2639.639, 'text': 'the question of God.', 'start': 2638.699, 'duration': 0.94}, {'end': 2648.103, 'text': "So whether it's Hamlet, to be or not to be, I think that's the hardest, the most important question.", 'start': 2642.56, 'duration': 5.543}, {'end': 2652.325, 'text': 'Albert Camus asked why live?', 'start': 2648.724, 'duration': 3.601}, {'end': 2663.374, 'text': "So, in terms of crisis of faith, in terms of your search for truth, in terms of some of the dark places you've gone in your mind,", 'start': 2657.091, 'duration': 6.283}, {'end': 2664.755, 'text': "what's a good answer to this question?", 'start': 2663.374, 'duration': 1.381}, {'end': 2672.419, 'text': 'So for Camus, with myth of Sisyphus, it was the question of suicide.', 'start': 2667.016, 'duration': 5.403}, {'end': 2680.266, 'text': "is what's the purpose? Like, what's a good answer to why I keep going?", 'start': 2673.84, 'duration': 6.426}, {'end': 2689.995, 'text': "Especially when you're struggling, especially when you're not, when you're feeling hopeless,", 'start': 2680.787, 'duration': 9.208}, {'end': 2697.362, 'text': "when you're feeling like a burden in this search for truth, where you feel like you're surrounded by lies.", 'start': 2689.995, 'duration': 7.367}, {'end': 2702.568, 'text': "what's a good answer to why I live? 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Challenges and transformative nature of ayahuasca therapy.']}], 'duration': 755.16, 'thumbnail': 'https://coursnap.oss-ap-southeast-1.aliyuncs.com/video-capture/jvGZkf87aCs/pics/jvGZkf87aCs3822799.jpg', 'highlights': ['The transformative power of therapy in overcoming personal struggles, with insights on the challenges of finding the right therapist and the healing journey through music and ayahuasca therapy.', 'Recognizing the impact of alcohol on mental state and the decision to cut it out for improved mental health.', 'The importance of exercise, healthy eating, and finding joy in managing depression, as advised by therapists and psychologists.', 'The stigma associated with therapy, and the journey to de-stigmatize it to encourage seeking help for mental health issues.', 'Therapy as a transformative tool in personal growth and creativity, emphasizing the importance of seeking help and the positive impact of therapy on achieving great things.', "The cyclical nature of depression and 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Yeah, that's so interesting to do that just at the right time.", 'start': 5884.342, 'duration': 4.382}, {'end': 5895.827, 'text': "and then pain, right? Man, it's a brilliant song.", 'start': 5890.543, 'duration': 5.284}, {'end': 5898.708, 'text': 'Did you know it was a good song when you wrote it?', 'start': 5895.887, 'duration': 2.821}, {'end': 5900.77, 'text': "out of the thousands of songs you've written?", 'start': 5898.708, 'duration': 2.062}, {'end': 5910.049, 'text': "You know it's always the same thing for me, which is like if I want to listen to the song and I want to listen to it a lot of times,", 'start': 5900.81, 'duration': 9.239}], 'summary': 'Discussion about creating a brilliant song out of thousands, focusing on wanting to listen to it repeatedly.', 'duration': 28.388, 'max_score': 5881.661, 'thumbnail': 'https://coursnap.oss-ap-southeast-1.aliyuncs.com/video-capture/jvGZkf87aCs/pics/jvGZkf87aCs5881661.jpg'}, {'end': 6149.259, 'src': 'embed', 'start': 6121.77, 'weight': 1, 'content': [{'end': 6128.372, 'text': "like that because Mike was in a part of the house where I couldn't bring over the piano, and only the instrument I played at the time was the piano.", 'start': 6121.77, 'duration': 6.602}, {'end': 6130.795, 'text': 'So I would do everything with my voice.', 'start': 6129.614, 'duration': 1.181}, {'end': 6137.979, 'text': 'But then I started teaching myself the guitar in those in that beginning like six month period just watching my brothers play in their garage bands in the in the basement.', 'start': 6131.155, 'duration': 6.824}, {'end': 6139.86, 'text': 'And then I started to write songs a little more more.', 'start': 6138.419, 'duration': 1.441}, {'end': 6149.259, 'text': 'like Enya vibes like stack, my voice like 20, 30 times and like Enya, meets like Jare, which is who my dad would listen to a lot, John Michael Jare.', 'start': 6139.86, 'duration': 9.399}], 'summary': 'Learned guitar in 6 months, wrote more songs, influenced by enya and john michael jare.', 'duration': 27.489, 'max_score': 6121.77, 'thumbnail': 'https://coursnap.oss-ap-southeast-1.aliyuncs.com/video-capture/jvGZkf87aCs/pics/jvGZkf87aCs6121770.jpg'}, {'end': 6237.702, 'src': 'embed', 'start': 6210.938, 'weight': 4, 'content': [{'end': 6214.862, 'text': "I don't want my dad to know I'm like questioning the truthfulness of Joseph Smith.", 'start': 6210.938, 'duration': 3.924}, {'end': 6220.594, 'text': "So I'm not gonna be like, is Joseph Smith a real prophet? 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At least my dad really actually thinks this is cool.', 'start': 6227.857, 'duration': 4.262}, {'end': 6236.841, 'text': "And I really trusted my dad's taste and thought everything he listened to was cool.", 'start': 6232.619, 'duration': 4.222}, {'end': 6237.702, 'text': 'So I was like, wow.', 'start': 6236.881, 'duration': 0.821}], 'summary': "Individual hesitant to question joseph smith's truthfulness, seeking validation from dad.", 'duration': 26.764, 'max_score': 6210.938, 'thumbnail': 'https://coursnap.oss-ap-southeast-1.aliyuncs.com/video-capture/jvGZkf87aCs/pics/jvGZkf87aCs6210938.jpg'}, {'end': 6411.743, 'src': 'embed', 'start': 6379.006, 'weight': 6, 'content': [{'end': 6394.029, 'text': "But it's such a contrast with, what's his name? 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With Cats in the Cradle.', 'start': 6397.475, 'duration': 6.704}, {'end': 6405.78, 'text': "I don't know if you remember that song.", 'start': 6404.199, 'duration': 1.581}, {'end': 6411.743, 'text': 'He learned to walk while I was away and he was talking before I knew it.', 'start': 6407.661, 'duration': 4.082}], 'summary': "Contrasting a wise, calm father-son connection with quantifiable milestones, unlike 'cats in the cradle.'", 'duration': 32.737, 'max_score': 6379.006, 'thumbnail': 'https://coursnap.oss-ap-southeast-1.aliyuncs.com/video-capture/jvGZkf87aCs/pics/jvGZkf87aCs6379006.jpg'}, {'end': 6465.566, 'src': 'embed', 'start': 6436.367, 'weight': 0, 'content': [{'end': 6439.269, 'text': "Like you don't, you just don't have time.", 'start': 6436.367, 'duration': 2.902}, {'end': 6442.311, 'text': "You're busy at work, you're providing for the family and so on.", 'start': 6439.389, 'duration': 2.922}, {'end': 6446.454, 'text': "There's connection, but you don't really get, form that like depth of connection.", 'start': 6442.591, 'duration': 3.863}, {'end': 6453.239, 'text': "And then the father, when the son shows up from college and all that kind of stuff, he doesn't spend any time with the father.", 'start': 6447.175, 'duration': 6.064}, {'end': 6461.5, 'text': 'He And just the calm sadness of that, that we can live parallel lives and never quite connect.', 'start': 6453.259, 'duration': 8.241}, {'end': 6465.566, 'text': 'And there is a little bit of that in Father and Son with Cat Stevens too.', 'start': 6462.121, 'duration': 3.445}], 'summary': 'Work and family commitments hinder deep connections; parallel lives lead to missed opportunities for bonding.', 'duration': 29.199, 'max_score': 6436.367, 'thumbnail': 'https://coursnap.oss-ap-southeast-1.aliyuncs.com/video-capture/jvGZkf87aCs/pics/jvGZkf87aCs6436367.jpg'}, {'end': 6607.548, 'src': 'embed', 'start': 6582.565, 'weight': 3, 'content': [{'end': 6595.244, 'text': "You've had, like, an incredible, dark journey and a successful one, a loving one and one of the most successful artists in the world.", 'start': 6582.565, 'duration': 12.679}, {'end': 6602.166, 'text': "Is there advice you can give to young people today that would like to find themselves through that way, especially if they're struggling?", 'start': 6595.945, 'duration': 6.221}, {'end': 6607.548, 'text': 'I thought you said device at first and I was like honestly, I feel like that device is not helping.', 'start': 6602.186, 'duration': 5.362}], 'summary': 'Advice for young people struggling to find themselves in a dark but successful journey.', 'duration': 24.983, 'max_score': 6582.565, 'thumbnail': 'https://coursnap.oss-ap-southeast-1.aliyuncs.com/video-capture/jvGZkf87aCs/pics/jvGZkf87aCs6582565.jpg'}], 'start': 5881.661, 'title': 'Songwriting, feedback, and father-son relationships', 'summary': "Discusses the process of songwriting, the importance of seeking honest feedback, and the impact of father-son relationships on personal growth, highlighting the artist's father's validation and self-love insights.", 'chapters': [{'end': 6286.445, 'start': 5881.661, 'title': 'Songwriting, feedback, and validation', 'summary': "Discusses the process of songwriting and the importance of seeking honest feedback, highlighting how the artist's father's validation and constructive criticism played a pivotal role in shaping his music career.", 'duration': 404.784, 'highlights': ["The artist's father's validation and constructive criticism played a pivotal role in shaping his music career. The artist's father's feedback on his early songs was crucial in boosting his confidence and influencing his decision to pursue music, demonstrating the significant impact of parental support on an artist's career trajectory.", 'The artist emphasizes the importance of seeking honest feedback and constructive criticism in the creative process. The artist stresses the value of genuine and constructive criticism in shaping artistic endeavors, distinguishing between hurtful criticism and the type that holds true artistic significance.', "The artist's early songwriting process and the influence of his father's feedback on his music. The artist began writing songs at the age of 12, initially keeping them to himself until he gained the courage to share them with his father, whose honest and positive feedback played a pivotal role in shaping the artist's creative journey."]}, {'end': 7061.098, 'start': 6286.445, 'title': 'Navigating father-son relationships and self-love', 'summary': 'Delves into the complexities of father-son relationships, emphasizing the importance of self-love and the impact of self-criticism in the context of art and personal growth, while sharing insights on finding a middle ground between self-doubt and self-acceptance.', 'duration': 774.653, 'highlights': ['The importance of self-love and its impact on success and happiness is emphasized, with a focus on achieving real self-love and happiness rather than just material success. Emphasizes the significance of self-love in achieving genuine success and happiness, beyond material gains.', 'The need to find a balance between self-doubt, which can drive improvement, and self-acceptance, in order to avoid complacency and stagnation. Stresses the necessity of self-doubt for personal growth while cautioning against complacency.', 'The discussion explores the complexities of father-son relationships, touching on the contrasting themes of calm connection and missed opportunities for genuine connection between generations. Explores contrasting themes of connection and missed opportunities in father-son relationships.', 'The impact of self-criticism in art and personal growth is examined, with insights on channeling self-criticism into productivity while questioning its potential long-term effects on well-being. Examines the influence of self-criticism in art and personal development, discussing its potential long-term implications.']}], 'duration': 1179.437, 'thumbnail': 'https://coursnap.oss-ap-southeast-1.aliyuncs.com/video-capture/jvGZkf87aCs/pics/jvGZkf87aCs5881661.jpg', 'highlights': ["The artist's father's validation and constructive criticism played a pivotal role in shaping his music career.", 'The artist emphasizes the importance of seeking honest feedback and constructive criticism in the creative process.', "The artist's early songwriting process and the influence of his father's feedback on his music.", 'The importance of self-love and its impact on success and happiness is emphasized.', 'The need to find a balance between self-doubt, which can drive improvement, and self-acceptance, in order to avoid complacency and stagnation.', 'The discussion explores the complexities of father-son relationships, touching on the contrasting themes of calm connection and missed opportunities for genuine connection between generations.', 'The impact of self-criticism in art and personal growth is examined, with insights on channeling self-criticism into productivity while questioning its potential long-term effects on well-being.']}, {'end': 7911.171, 'segs': [{'end': 7537.648, 'src': 'embed', 'start': 7513.554, 'weight': 6, 'content': [{'end': 7522.24, 'text': 'That was actually a really hard moment for me, because I was suddenly faced with okay, do I give the answer that I thought was bullshit?', 'start': 7513.554, 'duration': 8.686}, {'end': 7528.224, 'text': "Or do I give the answer of what I think it is? Or do I give the real answer, which is, I don't know.", 'start': 7522.9, 'duration': 5.324}, {'end': 7530.086, 'text': "And that's what I chose.", 'start': 7529.245, 'duration': 0.841}, {'end': 7534.327, 'text': "Which, as a father, that's not always the easiest answer, because your kid.", 'start': 7530.686, 'duration': 3.641}, {'end': 7537.648, 'text': "it's a wonderful thing that you feel like you can give your kid the comfort of like.", 'start': 7534.327, 'duration': 3.321}], 'summary': "Struggling with honesty, the speaker chose 'i don't know' as the answer, acknowledging the difficulty as a father.", 'duration': 24.094, 'max_score': 7513.554, 'thumbnail': 'https://coursnap.oss-ap-southeast-1.aliyuncs.com/video-capture/jvGZkf87aCs/pics/jvGZkf87aCs7513554.jpg'}, {'end': 7597.503, 'src': 'embed', 'start': 7568.976, 'weight': 1, 'content': [{'end': 7570.836, 'text': "You know what I mean? That's kind of what my answer was.", 'start': 7568.976, 'duration': 1.86}, {'end': 7574.738, 'text': "So long story short, sorry, I know that I'm being lengthy on this.", 'start': 7571.717, 'duration': 3.021}, {'end': 7578.88, 'text': 'Is there like, what is my thought on religion? It just is.', 'start': 7575.818, 'duration': 3.062}, {'end': 7580.6, 'text': "It's been here forever.", 'start': 7579.28, 'duration': 1.32}, {'end': 7581.421, 'text': "It's coping.", 'start': 7580.78, 'duration': 0.641}, {'end': 7584.822, 'text': "Maybe it's, I can't say whether it's true or false.", 'start': 7582.181, 'duration': 2.641}, {'end': 7591.662, 'text': "How the hell am I supposed to know? I mean, I've lived 34 years on this planet.", 'start': 7585.102, 'duration': 6.56}, {'end': 7595.843, 'text': 'A lot of people have been around a lot longer than me, and they really believe very deeply.', 'start': 7591.762, 'duration': 4.081}, {'end': 7597.503, 'text': 'And a lot of them are smarter than me.', 'start': 7595.963, 'duration': 1.54}], 'summary': 'Religion is timeless, a coping mechanism, and a matter of belief, with many believers and varying levels of intellect.', 'duration': 28.527, 'max_score': 7568.976, 'thumbnail': 'https://coursnap.oss-ap-southeast-1.aliyuncs.com/video-capture/jvGZkf87aCs/pics/jvGZkf87aCs7568976.jpg'}, {'end': 7819.507, 'src': 'embed', 'start': 7787.031, 'weight': 2, 'content': [{'end': 7789.894, 'text': 'that there might be deeper truths out there.', 'start': 7787.031, 'duration': 2.863}, {'end': 7794.819, 'text': 'Yeah And, and I want to find them and I want to surround myself with people who are just looking for it.', 'start': 7790.578, 'duration': 4.241}, {'end': 7800.381, 'text': "I'm not, I'm not interested in people who are just looking to point fingers at each, like I, life is so short.", 'start': 7795.279, 'duration': 5.102}, {'end': 7807.703, 'text': "I'm looking for, it's one of the reasons that I want to meet with you is I was like, wow, Lex really seems like he's on a journey to find truth.", 'start': 7800.541, 'duration': 7.162}, {'end': 7810.304, 'text': 'And that humility for me is same thing with Rick.', 'start': 7808.083, 'duration': 2.221}, {'end': 7810.984, 'text': 'It drew me to Rick.', 'start': 7810.364, 'duration': 0.62}, {'end': 7815.046, 'text': 'It was like, I really, I see that and identify with it.', 'start': 7811.024, 'duration': 4.022}, {'end': 7815.926, 'text': "And that's what I'm looking for.", 'start': 7815.186, 'duration': 0.74}, {'end': 7819.507, 'text': "There's the final song on our record, our new record that's coming out.", 'start': 7816.266, 'duration': 3.241}], 'summary': 'Seeking deeper truths, surrounding oneself with truth-seekers, valuing humility and identifying with those on a journey to find truth.', 'duration': 32.476, 'max_score': 7787.031, 'thumbnail': 'https://coursnap.oss-ap-southeast-1.aliyuncs.com/video-capture/jvGZkf87aCs/pics/jvGZkf87aCs7787031.jpg'}, {'end': 7900.141, 'src': 'embed', 'start': 7875.308, 'weight': 0, 'content': [{'end': 7883.318, 'text': "I love that you share with the world the darkness of your mind, of your life experience, and the beautiful light that you've shown to the world.", 'start': 7875.308, 'duration': 8.01}, {'end': 7886.923, 'text': "So it's a huge honor, and thank you for spending your valuable time.", 'start': 7883.379, 'duration': 3.544}, {'end': 7887.924, 'text': 'Good luck on the tour.', 'start': 7887.083, 'duration': 0.841}, {'end': 7888.505, 'text': 'Thanks, man.', 'start': 7887.944, 'duration': 0.561}, {'end': 7889.206, 'text': 'Thanks for having me.', 'start': 7888.705, 'duration': 0.501}, {'end': 7892.634, 'text': 'Thanks for listening to this conversation with Dan Reynolds.', 'start': 7890.452, 'duration': 2.182}, {'end': 7896.477, 'text': 'To support this podcast, please check out our sponsors in the description.', 'start': 7893.014, 'duration': 3.463}, {'end': 7900.141, 'text': 'And now let me leave you with some words from Aldous Huxley.', 'start': 7896.998, 'duration': 3.143}], 'summary': 'Dan reynolds shares his life experiences and the light he brings to the world. good luck on the tour.', 'duration': 24.833, 'max_score': 7875.308, 'thumbnail': 'https://coursnap.oss-ap-southeast-1.aliyuncs.com/video-capture/jvGZkf87aCs/pics/jvGZkf87aCs7875308.jpg'}], 'start': 7061.098, 'title': "Lgbtq support and dan reynolds' journey", 'summary': "Emphasizes the importance of lgbtq support, influenced by the artist community, and highlights dan reynolds' journey navigating religion, advocating for lgbtq rights, and seeking truth, reflecting on personal experiences and expressing concern for lgbtq well-being.", 'chapters': [{'end': 7233.796, 'start': 7061.098, 'title': 'Support for lgbtq community', 'summary': 'Highlights the importance of supporting lgbtq community, influenced by the artist community, and the tragic impact of discrimination and bullying, reflecting on a personal story and expressing concern for the well-being of lgbtq individuals.', 'duration': 172.698, 'highlights': ["The impact of discrimination and bullying on the LGBTQ community, illustrated through a tragic personal story of a young LGBTQ individual's suicide, reflecting the severity of the challenges faced (quantifiable data: personal anecdote).", 'The influence of the artist community and close friendships with LGBTQ individuals in shaping the support for the LGBTQ community, emphasizing the significant contribution of LGBTQ individuals to the arts (quantifiable data: personal experience).', 'Reflection on the difficulty faced by LGBTQ individuals in reconciling faith and sexuality, highlighting the challenges and struggles experienced by LGBTQ individuals within religious communities, underscoring the need for understanding and support (quantifiable data: personal insight).']}, {'end': 7911.171, 'start': 7234.056, 'title': 'Dan reynolds on religion, lgbtq rights, and seeking truth', 'summary': "Explores dan reynolds' journey navigating religion, advocating for lgbtq rights, and seeking truth, highlighting his personal experiences with mormonism, lgbtq community, and his quest for deeper truths.", 'duration': 677.115, 'highlights': ['The impact of religion on LGBTQ community - Reynolds advocates for speaking up and taking action in support of the LGBTQ community, citing his personal experiences and the need for a collective effort towards resolution.', 'The complexities of religion and its impact - Reynolds reflects on the dual nature of religion, acknowledging its ability to bring people together but also recognizing the pain and suffering it has caused throughout history, presenting a nuanced perspective on the topic.', 'The quest for truth and meaning in life - Reynolds expresses his ongoing search for deeper truths and his desire to surround himself with individuals who are also seeking truth, emphasizing the importance of humility and open-mindedness in the pursuit of understanding.', 'The significance of family and faith - Reynolds discusses the positive aspects of Mormonism, highlighting the value of familial bonds and the comfort that faith can bring, while also grappling with the uncertainties of the afterlife and the challenges of providing honest answers to his children.']}], 'duration': 850.073, 'thumbnail': 'https://coursnap.oss-ap-southeast-1.aliyuncs.com/video-capture/jvGZkf87aCs/pics/jvGZkf87aCs7061098.jpg', 'highlights': ["The impact of discrimination and bullying on the LGBTQ community, illustrated through a tragic personal story of a young LGBTQ individual's suicide, reflecting the severity of the challenges faced (quantifiable data: personal anecdote).", 'The influence of the artist community and close friendships with LGBTQ individuals in shaping the support for the LGBTQ community, emphasizing the significant contribution of LGBTQ individuals to the arts (quantifiable data: personal experience).', 'Reflection on the difficulty faced by LGBTQ individuals in reconciling faith and sexuality, highlighting the challenges and struggles experienced by LGBTQ individuals within religious communities, underscoring the need for understanding and support (quantifiable data: personal insight).', 'The impact of religion on LGBTQ community - Reynolds advocates for speaking up and taking action in support of the LGBTQ community, citing his personal experiences and the need for a collective effort towards resolution.', 'The complexities of religion and its impact - Reynolds reflects on the dual nature of religion, acknowledging its ability to bring people together but also recognizing the pain and suffering it has caused throughout history, presenting a nuanced perspective on the topic.', 'The quest for truth and meaning in life - Reynolds expresses his ongoing search for deeper truths and his desire to surround himself with individuals who are also seeking truth, emphasizing the importance of humility and open-mindedness in the pursuit of understanding.', 'The significance of family and faith - Reynolds discusses the positive aspects of Mormonism, highlighting the value of familial bonds and the comfort that faith can bring, while also grappling with the uncertainties of the afterlife and the challenges of providing honest answers to his children.']}], 'highlights': ["Dan Reynolds' music creation process emphasizes expressing current feelings with over 75 million records sold and four songs streamed over a billion times.", "The podcast delves into his programming journey, artistic authenticity, love, loss, faith, ayahuasca's impact, struggles of fame, depression management, parenting, songwriting with Rick Rubin, father-son relationships, and LGBTQ support.", "The singer's destructive behavior and struggle with self-love is interpreted through the song's lyrics, reflecting the complexity of relationships and the internal battles individuals face, resonating with personal experiences.", 'The transformative power of therapy in overcoming personal struggles, with insights on the challenges of finding the right therapist and the healing journey through music and ayahuasca therapy.', "The artist's father's validation and constructive criticism played a pivotal role in shaping his music career.", "The impact of discrimination and bullying on the LGBTQ community, illustrated through a tragic personal story of a young LGBTQ individual's suicide, reflecting the severity of the challenges faced.", 'Reflection on the difficulty faced by LGBTQ individuals in reconciling faith and sexuality, highlighting the challenges and struggles experienced by LGBTQ individuals within religious communities, underscoring the need for understanding and support.', 'The impact of religion on LGBTQ community - Reynolds advocates for speaking up and taking action in support of the LGBTQ community, citing his personal experiences and the need for a collective effort towards resolution.']}