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i was born into a cult... | #grindreel

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{'title': 'i was born into a cult... | #grindreel', 'heatmap': [{'end': 1307.488, 'start': 1275.942, 'weight': 0.761}], 'summary': "Depicts the speaker's intense experiences at a cult-like church camp and upbringing in a pentecostal cult, highlighting manipulative tactics, pressure to conform, and lasting negative impacts on mental well-being.", 'chapters': [{'end': 112.922, 'segs': [{'end': 66.549, 'src': 'embed', 'start': 34.916, 'weight': 0, 'content': [{'end': 40.343, 'text': "I was sent to a camp just like that one that's from the movie Jesus Camp.", 'start': 34.916, 'duration': 5.427}, {'end': 49.98, 'text': 'And I would venture to say the one that I was sent to as a kid was probably five times more intense, maybe 10 times more intense than that.', 'start': 41.335, 'duration': 8.645}, {'end': 52.301, 'text': 'I would venture to say that it was a cult.', 'start': 50.72, 'duration': 1.581}, {'end': 57.684, 'text': "And after watching this video, I think that you might agree with me, what I've experienced is very culty.", 'start': 52.681, 'duration': 5.003}, {'end': 66.549, 'text': 'And I can laugh about it now, but when I think about what I grew up in and I think about my family, more stuff starts to make sense,', 'start': 58.585, 'duration': 7.964}], 'summary': 'The speaker compares their camp experience to jesus camp, describing it as intense and possibly cult-like.', 'duration': 31.633, 'max_score': 34.916, 'thumbnail': 'https://coursnap.oss-ap-southeast-1.aliyuncs.com/video-capture/i2-db9u0Jno/pics/i2-db9u0Jno34916.jpg'}, {'end': 112.922, 'src': 'embed', 'start': 74.826, 'weight': 1, 'content': [{'end': 85.072, 'text': "Having said that, I'm gonna tell you about my experiences growing up and my experience with a culty church camp that I got sent to when I was a kid.", 'start': 74.826, 'duration': 10.246}, {'end': 88.632, 'text': 'This video breaks all of the dinner table rules.', 'start': 85.97, 'duration': 2.662}, {'end': 94.375, 'text': 'You know, no religion, no politics, things that are diversive, typically.', 'start': 89.352, 'duration': 5.023}, {'end': 101.959, 'text': "I try not to talk about that stuff on the channel, but I'm going to talk about it for this video, and I'm going to do it as graciously as possible.", 'start': 94.395, 'duration': 7.564}, {'end': 104.641, 'text': "I'm not looking to insult anyone.", 'start': 101.979, 'duration': 2.662}, {'end': 107.28, 'text': "not looking to disrespect anyone's religion.", 'start': 105.1, 'duration': 2.18}, {'end': 109.501, 'text': "So if you're religious, you do you.", 'start': 108.121, 'duration': 1.38}, {'end': 112.922, 'text': 'All I ask is that you please keep the comments respectful.', 'start': 110.401, 'duration': 2.521}], 'summary': 'The speaker shares their experience with a culty church camp, breaking the dinner table rules by discussing religion, aiming to do so graciously and respectfully.', 'duration': 38.096, 'max_score': 74.826, 'thumbnail': 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'content': [{'end': 146.491, 'text': "And you can have all the opinions about that kind of sect as you want, but when you're a kid, you're told that is the truth,", 'start': 139.067, 'duration': 7.424}, {'end': 148.912, 'text': "and so that's all you believe.", 'start': 146.491, 'duration': 2.421}, {'end': 149.933, 'text': "You believe that it's the truth.", 'start': 148.932, 'duration': 1.001}, {'end': 152.334, 'text': "Well, I mean, I didn't really buy into it, but..", 'start': 149.973, 'duration': 2.361}, {'end': 159.413, 'text': "You're told that it's the truth and you're not allowed to even consider any other opinions or other options as a child,", 'start': 154.229, 'duration': 5.184}, {'end': 162.655, 'text': "so don't blame me or anything like that.", 'start': 159.413, 'duration': 3.242}], 'summary': 'Childhood indoctrination limits exposure to other beliefs, inhibiting critical thinking.', 'duration': 23.588, 'max_score': 139.067, 'thumbnail': 'https://coursnap.oss-ap-southeast-1.aliyuncs.com/video-capture/i2-db9u0Jno/pics/i2-db9u0Jno139067.jpg'}, {'end': 228.762, 'src': 'embed', 'start': 199.889, 'weight': 0, 'content': [{'end': 203.891, 'text': 'And now, for us, it was always ingrained that the world is ending, like, very soon.', 'start': 199.889, 'duration': 4.002}, {'end': 207.991, 'text': 'very, very, very soon and you need to be ready to go right now.', 'start': 204.429, 'duration': 3.562}, {'end': 209.412, 'text': "It's happening today.", 'start': 208.232, 'duration': 1.18}, {'end': 211.994, 'text': 'You know, very kind of like, very urgent.', 'start': 209.432, 'duration': 2.562}, {'end': 214.776, 'text': 'Offer them something for free.', 'start': 213.515, 'duration': 1.261}, {'end': 219.679, 'text': 'Time is running out, so create a sense of urgency.', 'start': 215.296, 'duration': 4.383}, {'end': 221.38, 'text': 'You know, you need to do it right now or else.', 'start': 219.859, 'duration': 1.521}, {'end': 223.682, 'text': "Don't give people time to think.", 'start': 221.901, 'duration': 1.781}, {'end': 228.762, 'text': "separate the new people to diminish their doubt of whatever they're experiencing.", 'start': 224.699, 'duration': 4.063}], 'summary': 'Urgently convey the impending end of the world and prompt immediate action.', 'duration': 28.873, 'max_score': 199.889, 'thumbnail': 'https://coursnap.oss-ap-southeast-1.aliyuncs.com/video-capture/i2-db9u0Jno/pics/i2-db9u0Jno199889.jpg'}, {'end': 268.806, 'src': 'embed', 'start': 241.132, 'weight': 2, 'content': [{'end': 246.637, 'text': "and they want you to feel like you're really loved here with your new community and your new family.", 'start': 241.132, 'duration': 5.505}, {'end': 254.262, 'text': 'And then you use that information, like, what are your hobbies? You use that information to manipulate them later.', 'start': 247.58, 'duration': 6.682}, {'end': 257.623, 'text': 'What are your fears? And then you use that to kind of leverage them.', 'start': 254.302, 'duration': 3.321}, {'end': 263.105, 'text': 'Then you use love bombing as a reward for good behavior within the cults.', 'start': 257.762, 'duration': 5.343}, {'end': 268.806, 'text': "The first time you get there, it's just given to you, and it feels so nice to finally be accepted by your new family.", 'start': 263.365, 'duration': 5.441}], 'summary': 'Cults use love bombing and manipulation to control members.', 'duration': 27.674, 'max_score': 241.132, 'thumbnail': 'https://coursnap.oss-ap-southeast-1.aliyuncs.com/video-capture/i2-db9u0Jno/pics/i2-db9u0Jno241132.jpg'}, {'end': 316.654, 'src': 'embed', 'start': 276.779, 'weight': 3, 'content': [{'end': 283.263, 'text': 'They try to keep you up as long as possible with as little food as possible, and they keep you moving and they keep you active.', 'start': 276.779, 'duration': 6.484}, {'end': 284.624, 'text': 'They induce guilt.', 'start': 283.483, 'duration': 1.141}, {'end': 286.305, 'text': "They say you're wrong.", 'start': 284.924, 'duration': 1.381}, {'end': 287.406, 'text': 'Something is wrong with you.', 'start': 286.385, 'duration': 1.021}, {'end': 290.288, 'text': 'You need to confess for this or that.', 'start': 287.486, 'duration': 2.802}, {'end': 295.991, 'text': "They tell you that if you don't confess about doing the wrong thing, that you're going to have consequences.", 'start': 290.448, 'duration': 5.543}, {'end': 296.952, 'text': 'You will be punished.', 'start': 296.051, 'duration': 0.901}, {'end': 299.853, 'text': 'They make everyone look the same.', 'start': 298.112, 'duration': 1.741}, {'end': 304.026, 'text': 'They make everyone wear the same uniform, the same shirts, the same robes, whatever it is.', 'start': 300.014, 'duration': 4.012}, {'end': 311.891, 'text': "They tell you that mental breakdowns are disguised as spiritual awakenings and that you're moving in the right direction.", 'start': 304.246, 'duration': 7.645}, {'end': 316.654, 'text': "And when you become paranoid about your thoughts and you realize what you're doing and you start questioning wait is this?", 'start': 312.592, 'duration': 4.062}], 'summary': 'Manipulative tactics used to control individuals in a group setting, inducing guilt and instilling fear to maintain conformity and control.', 'duration': 39.875, 'max_score': 276.779, 'thumbnail': 'https://coursnap.oss-ap-southeast-1.aliyuncs.com/video-capture/i2-db9u0Jno/pics/i2-db9u0Jno276779.jpg'}, {'end': 371.92, 'src': 'embed', 'start': 340.952, 'weight': 1, 'content': [{'end': 344.817, 'text': 'If you cannot recruit your friends and family, you are wasting your time with them.', 'start': 340.952, 'duration': 3.865}, {'end': 347.701, 'text': 'with the non-believers of whatever the cult believes.', 'start': 345.339, 'duration': 2.362}, {'end': 354.585, 'text': "So that's the overview of what cults do to people and now I'm going to tell you about my experience with church camp.", 'start': 347.821, 'duration': 6.764}, {'end': 362.25, 'text': 'This church camp was called the Holy Spirit Encounter or like the Consuming Fire or something like that.', 'start': 354.765, 'duration': 7.485}, {'end': 371.92, 'text': 'I was about 12 or 13 years old and I got sent to a church camp that basically made me nope out of everything after that.', 'start': 362.65, 'duration': 9.27}], 'summary': 'Cult dynamics and negative church camp experience at age 12-13.', 'duration': 30.968, 'max_score': 340.952, 'thumbnail': 'https://coursnap.oss-ap-southeast-1.aliyuncs.com/video-capture/i2-db9u0Jno/pics/i2-db9u0Jno340952.jpg'}], 'start': 113.282, 'title': "Speaker's upbringing in a pentecostal cult", 'summary': "Explores the speaker's upbringing in a pentecostal cult, detailing tactics used by cults to manipulate and control individuals, with a focus on urgency and pressure. it also discusses the impact of coercive techniques on young minds and the pressure to conform to religious 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'Cult tactics and church camp', 'summary': "Discusses the tactics used by cults to manipulate and control individuals, and the speaker's negative experience at a church camp, highlighting the impact of coercive techniques on young minds and the pressure to conform to religious expectations.", 'duration': 251.455, 'highlights': ['The cult uses love bombing to manipulate new members, gaining information about their hobbies and fears to later leverage them, and using love bombing as a reward for good behavior within the cult. (e.g. Surrounding new members with affection and then using it as a reward for compliance)', 'The cult imposes rigid schedules, sleep deprivation, minimal food, and induces guilt through confessions, threatening consequences and punishment for not complying. (e.g. Keeping members sleep-deprived and inducing guilt through confessions)', "Members are pressured to conform by wearing identical uniforms, and are told that mental breakdowns are spiritual awakenings, while any doubts are attributed to battling one's own sinful nature. (e.g. Enforcing uniformity and manipulating doubts as spiritual battles)", "The church camp experience led to the speaker's disillusionment with religious expectations and the pressure to unquestioningly adhere to beliefs, highlighting the impact of coercive techniques on young minds. (e.g. Negative impact of the church camp on the speaker's perception of religious expectations)"]}], 'duration': 362.872, 'thumbnail': 'https://coursnap.oss-ap-southeast-1.aliyuncs.com/video-capture/i2-db9u0Jno/pics/i2-db9u0Jno113282.jpg', 'highlights': ['The urgency instilled in believers is emphasized by the constant message that the world is ending very soon, creating a high level of pressure and a need to act immediately.', 'The speaker describes the tactics used by cults, such as creating a sense of urgency and offering something for free, to manipulate and control individuals.', 'The cult uses love bombing to manipulate new members, gaining information about their hobbies and fears to later leverage them, and using love bombing as a reward for good behavior within the cult.', 'The cult imposes rigid schedules, sleep deprivation, minimal food, and induces guilt through confessions, threatening consequences and punishment for not complying.', 'The speaker highlights the impact of being raised in a Pentecostal cult, where children are told that their beliefs are the only truth and are not allowed to consider other opinions or options.', "Members are pressured to conform by wearing identical uniforms, and are told that mental breakdowns are spiritual awakenings, while any doubts are attributed to battling one's own sinful nature.", "The church camp experience led to the speaker's disillusionment with religious expectations and the pressure to unquestioningly adhere to beliefs, highlighting the impact of coercive techniques on young minds."]}, {'end': 797.244, 'segs': [{'end': 507.151, 'src': 'embed', 'start': 477.008, 'weight': 0, 'content': [{'end': 478.87, 'text': 'you know, and they would never engage with me on anything.', 'start': 477.008, 'duration': 1.862}, {'end': 480.311, 'text': 'So they kicked me out of Sunday school.', 'start': 478.91, 'duration': 1.401}, {'end': 487.277, 'text': 'So when I was in about seventh grade, I believe I was maybe like 13 years old and my whole life was just like at that time.', 'start': 480.511, 'duration': 6.766}, {'end': 493.122, 'text': 'it was playing Halo 2 and Halo 3 with the plasma gun in one hand and the SMG in the other hand,', 'start': 487.277, 'duration': 5.845}, {'end': 498.807, 'text': 'and that was like the pretty OP combo and you know the battle rifle and the plasma pistol charged up the noob combo.', 'start': 493.122, 'duration': 5.685}, {'end': 500.488, 'text': 'That was my whole life in seventh grade.', 'start': 499.267, 'duration': 1.221}, {'end': 501.769, 'text': 'It was just the noob combo.', 'start': 500.508, 'duration': 1.261}, {'end': 507.151, 'text': 'Without my knowledge, My parents and grandparents came to this agreement because I was playing too many video games in the summer.', 'start': 501.829, 'duration': 5.322}], 'summary': 'At 13, video games consumed my life, leading to being kicked out of sunday school. playing halo 2 and 3 was my whole world.', 'duration': 30.143, 'max_score': 477.008, 'thumbnail': 'https://coursnap.oss-ap-southeast-1.aliyuncs.com/video-capture/i2-db9u0Jno/pics/i2-db9u0Jno477008.jpg'}, {'end': 545.312, 'src': 'embed', 'start': 509.592, 'weight': 1, 'content': [{'end': 511.053, 'text': 'I had video game demons.', 'start': 509.592, 'duration': 1.461}, {'end': 516.895, 'text': "And I didn't find out about this until I found this CD cassette tape.", 'start': 511.853, 'duration': 5.042}, {'end': 525.06, 'text': 'It was like six CDs in a pack about how video games are sinful and demons and something, something, something.', 'start': 516.956, 'duration': 8.104}, {'end': 531.803, 'text': 'And I think they fought back a little bit, but they came to this agreement that video games had been affecting me and I had been playing way too much.', 'start': 525.08, 'duration': 6.723}, {'end': 545.312, 'text': 'Halo 2 and Halo 3, and that they needed to send me off to a radical new church camp for the youth that would get me away from those evil 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awesome we were.', 'start': 618.671, 'duration': 4.261}, {'end': 629.774, 'text': 'and how they were so excited for us to start this new journey in our lives.', 'start': 623.952, 'duration': 5.822}], 'summary': 'Mentors and chaperones welcomed us, showed care and enthusiasm, creating a positive atmosphere for the start of our journey.', 'duration': 29.087, 'max_score': 600.687, 'thumbnail': 'https://coursnap.oss-ap-southeast-1.aliyuncs.com/video-capture/i2-db9u0Jno/pics/i2-db9u0Jno600687.jpg'}, {'end': 703.891, 'src': 'embed', 'start': 679.811, 'weight': 2, 'content': [{'end': 685.795, 'text': "a language that only comes to you when you are pure enough and when you're filled with the Spirit.", 'start': 679.811, 'duration': 5.984}, {'end': 694.922, 'text': 'And they told us that we were going to be doing this every day and every night for the entire two-week duration of this camp.', 'start': 687.096, 'duration': 7.826}, {'end': 703.891, 'text': 'They told us we were going to become completely cleansed from what the outside world had done to us And we were going to be new people when we left this camp.', 'start': 695.182, 'duration': 8.709}], 'summary': "Promised daily practice for 2 weeks to become 'pure' and 'new people'.", 'duration': 24.08, 'max_score': 679.811, 'thumbnail': 'https://coursnap.oss-ap-southeast-1.aliyuncs.com/video-capture/i2-db9u0Jno/pics/i2-db9u0Jno679811.jpg'}, {'end': 790.843, 'src': 'embed', 'start': 761.212, 'weight': 3, 'content': [{'end': 764.614, 'text': 'And it was just constant screaming and you let it flow, let it flow.', 'start': 761.212, 'duration': 3.402}, {'end': 765.475, 'text': "He's here tonight.", 'start': 764.634, 'duration': 0.841}, {'end': 769.981, 'text': "And, you know, everyone else is screaming and crying and it's just very hysterical.", 'start': 766.275, 'duration': 3.706}, {'end': 775.01, 'text': "And there's clips from Jesus Camp where they were doing this to other children.", 'start': 770.082, 'duration': 4.928}, {'end': 778.876, 'text': 'And you can just see how hysterical it is and how loud and crazy it is.', 'start': 775.05, 'duration': 3.826}, {'end': 783.901, 'text': 'And now do that for two weeks straight, all day, every day.', 'start': 778.896, 'duration': 5.005}, {'end': 784.862, 'text': "It's very intense.", 'start': 783.961, 'duration': 0.901}, {'end': 786.042, 'text': "It's very creepy.", 'start': 784.902, 'duration': 1.14}, {'end': 790.843, 'text': 'And a lot of people probably watching the video are like, Josh, the speaking in tongues thing, you know, like, you need a translator there.', 'start': 786.282, 'duration': 4.561}], 'summary': 'The intense and creepy experience of constant screaming and crying for two weeks straight, as seen in jesus camp, is highlighted.', 'duration': 29.631, 'max_score': 761.212, 'thumbnail': 'https://coursnap.oss-ap-southeast-1.aliyuncs.com/video-capture/i2-db9u0Jno/pics/i2-db9u0Jno761212.jpg'}], 'start': 477.008, 'title': 'Video game influence', 'summary': "Discusses the impact of excessive video game playing on a 13-year-old's life, leading to expulsion from sunday school and the family's intervention, along with an unexpected church camp experience in south carolina and an intense pentecostal camp with emotional outbursts.", 'chapters': [{'end': 531.803, 'start': 477.008, 'title': 'Video game demon troubles', 'summary': "Highlights the impact of excessive video game playing on a 13-year-old's life, leading to his expulsion from sunday school and his family's intervention due to concerns about the influence of video games, as revealed through a cassette tape about the sinful nature of video games.", 'duration': 54.795, 'highlights': ['My parents and grandparents came to an agreement that something was wrong with me due to excessive video game playing.', 'The 13-year-old was expelled from Sunday school because of his disengagement and excessive video game playing.', "A cassette tape about the sinful nature of video games revealed the family's intervention and concerns about the impact of video games."]}, {'end': 641.877, 'start': 532.588, 'title': 'Unexpected church camp', 'summary': 'Describes the unexpected trip to a church camp in south carolina for two weeks, where the narrator and a group of around 80-100 individuals were separated from their favorite hobbies and video games, and were placed in bunk rooms without air conditioning.', 'duration': 109.289, 'highlights': ['The narrator and a group of around 80-100 individuals were unexpectedly taken to a church camp in South Carolina for two weeks, where they were separated from their favorite hobbies, including video games, and placed in uncomfortable bunk rooms without air conditioning.', 'The mentors and chaperones at the church camp separated the attendees and asked them about their favorite hobbies, video games, and foods, showing them affection and expressing excitement for their new journey.']}, {'end': 797.244, 'start': 642.017, 'title': 'Pentecostal camp experience', 'summary': 'Describes a intense two-week pentecostal camp where participants were told they would receive their spiritual gifts, including a personal prayer language, and undergo intense chanting, speaking in tongues, and emotional outbursts.', 'duration': 155.227, 'highlights': ['Participants were told they would receive their spiritual gifts and personal prayer language during the two-week camp. The camp organizers informed the participants that they were going to receive their spiritual gifts and a personal prayer language which only comes when one is pure and filled with the Spirit.', 'The participants were expected to engage in intense chanting, speaking in tongues, and emotional outbursts every day for the entire two-week duration of the camp. The attendees were informed that they would be engaging in intense chanting, speaking in tongues, and emotional outbursts every day and night for the entire two-week duration of the camp, with the goal of becoming completely cleansed and new people by the end.', 'The camp involved constant screaming, chanting, and emotional hysteria, creating a very intense and creepy environment. The camp experience involved constant screaming, chanting, and emotional hysteria, with participants being encouraged to let go and allow the spirit to flow through them, creating an intense and creepy environment for the two-week duration.']}], 'duration': 320.236, 'thumbnail': 'https://coursnap.oss-ap-southeast-1.aliyuncs.com/video-capture/i2-db9u0Jno/pics/i2-db9u0Jno477008.jpg', 'highlights': ['The 13-year-old was expelled from Sunday school due to disengagement and excessive video game playing.', "The family's intervention and concerns about the impact of video games were revealed through a cassette tape about the sinful nature of video games.", 'The participants were expected to engage in intense chanting, speaking in tongues, and emotional outbursts every day for the entire two-week duration of the camp.', 'The camp involved constant screaming, chanting, and emotional hysteria, creating a very intense and creepy environment.', 'The mentors and chaperones at the church camp separated the attendees and showed them affection and expressed excitement for their new journey.']}, {'end': 1203.483, 'segs': [{'end': 876.721, 'src': 'embed', 'start': 840.553, 'weight': 0, 'content': [{'end': 843.995, 'text': 'I wanted to fit in but I wanted to do it authentically and I never wanted to fake it.', 'start': 840.553, 'duration': 3.442}, {'end': 848.276, 'text': "So I didn't think that other people would be faking it.", 'start': 844.235, 'duration': 4.041}, {'end': 850.637, 'text': 'I just thought something was wrong with me.', 'start': 848.336, 'duration': 2.301}, {'end': 857.939, 'text': 'And I tried and I tried and I went to the pastor and I went to the youth mentor and he told me that something was wrong with me.', 'start': 850.777, 'duration': 7.162}, {'end': 861.916, 'text': "He told me that there was some sin that I hadn't confessed for.", 'start': 859.295, 'duration': 2.621}, {'end': 864.397, 'text': "And I was thinking, you know I'm like this kid and I'm 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'hysterical experience.', 'start': 1081.329, 'duration': 0.921}, {'end': 1094.078, 'text': 'Just as I was about to fall asleep, close my eyes, they blow a horn into the bunks and wake everybody up at 4 a.m. So we have no sleep, like at all.', 'start': 1082.31, 'duration': 11.768}, {'end': 1104.816, 'text': 'then they wake us up again and they corral us into this the same worship room the night before for an early morning worship service.', 'start': 1094.691, 'duration': 10.125}], 'summary': 'Disrupted sleep on bus, no sleep, horn at 4am, early worship service.', 'duration': 31.212, 'max_score': 1073.604, 'thumbnail': 'https://coursnap.oss-ap-southeast-1.aliyuncs.com/video-capture/i2-db9u0Jno/pics/i2-db9u0Jno1073604.jpg'}, {'end': 1143.754, 'src': 'embed', 'start': 1117.022, 'weight': 3, 'content': [{'end': 1121.845, 'text': "But today we're going to practice more on filling ourselves with the Holy Spirit.", 'start': 1117.022, 'duration': 4.823}, {'end': 1132.592, 'text': 'So it was four hours of speaking in tongues again, where, again, I sat on the corner of a gym room floor facing a wall.', 'start': 1124.471, 'duration': 8.121}, {'end': 1138.073, 'text': 'And I apologized for literally everything that I ever did in my life.', 'start': 1133.733, 'duration': 4.34}, {'end': 1143.754, 'text': "Like, I accidentally stepped on a crack and broke my mother's back, you know, when I was like a kindergartner.", 'start': 1139.234, 'duration': 4.52}], 'summary': 'Practiced filling with holy spirit, 4 hours speaking in tongues, apologized for past actions.', 'duration': 26.732, 'max_score': 1117.022, 'thumbnail': 'https://coursnap.oss-ap-southeast-1.aliyuncs.com/video-capture/i2-db9u0Jno/pics/i2-db9u0Jno1117022.jpg'}], 'start': 797.704, 'title': 'Religious conformity and retreat struggles', 'summary': "Delves into the pressure to conform to religious practices leading to isolation and self-doubt, and a 14-year-old's struggle at a spiritual retreat, leading to emotional distress exacerbated by sleep deprivation and unmet expectations.", 'chapters': [{'end': 943.574, 'start': 797.704, 'title': 'Religious pressure and conformity', 'summary': 'Explores the pressure to conform to religious practices, leading to isolation and self-doubt, as the narrator struggles to fit in with their peers during a religious ceremony, feeling alienated and isolated for not conforming.', 'duration': 145.87, 'highlights': ['The narrator experiences isolation and self-doubt as they struggle to fit in with their peers during a religious ceremony, feeling alienated and questioning their authenticity.', 'The youth mentor tells the narrator that something is wrong with them and sends them to a corner, isolating them and pressuring them to confess a sin, leading to a feeling of unworthiness and confusion.', 'The pressure to fit in and conform to religious practices leads to the narrator and another kid being isolated in a corner, facing pressure to conform and doubts about their authenticity.', "The narrator's reluctance to fake fitting in with their peers and their desire to do so authentically, highlighting the internal conflict between conformity and authenticity.", "The narrator's frustration and confusion as they struggle to understand why they are unable to conform to the religious practices and questioning if others are being authentic or just faking it to fit in."]}, {'end': 1203.483, 'start': 945.055, 'title': 'Struggle at a spiritual retreat', 'summary': "Narrates a 14-year-old's struggle at a spiritual retreat, feeling out of place and unable to connect with the spiritual practices, leading to isolation and emotional distress, exacerbated by sleep deprivation and unmet expectations.", 'duration': 258.428, 'highlights': ['The 14-year-old felt isolated and out of place at the spiritual retreat, struggling to connect with the practices and feeling like something was wrong with him. Isolation, emotional distress', 'The 14-year-old was sleep deprived, having received no sleep on the bus the day before and being woken up at 4 a.m., which exacerbated his emotional distress. Sleep deprivation', 'The 14-year-old expressed deep emotional distress and feelings of inadequacy, apologizing for everything he ever did in his life during the spiritual practice of filling oneself with the Holy Spirit. Emotional distress, feelings of inadequacy', "The 14-year-old's expectations were unmet when the promised delicious cheese pizza turned out to be a stale piece of toast with pre-melted slabs of cheese, further adding to his disappointment and sense of not fitting in. Unmet expectations, disappointment"]}], 'duration': 405.779, 'thumbnail': 'https://coursnap.oss-ap-southeast-1.aliyuncs.com/video-capture/i2-db9u0Jno/pics/i2-db9u0Jno797704.jpg', 'highlights': ['The pressure to fit in and conform to religious practices leads to isolation and self-doubt, and a struggle to understand why they are unable to conform.', 'The 14-year-old felt isolated and out of place at the spiritual retreat, struggling to connect with the practices and feeling like something was wrong with him.', 'The 14-year-old was sleep deprived, having received no sleep on the bus the day before and being woken up at 4 a.m., which exacerbated his emotional distress.', 'The 14-year-old expressed deep emotional distress and feelings of inadequacy, apologizing for everything he ever did in his life during the spiritual practice of filling oneself with the Holy Spirit.', "The narrator's reluctance to fake fitting in with their peers and their desire to do so authentically, highlighting the internal conflict between conformity and authenticity."]}, {'end': 1793.479, 'segs': [{'end': 1307.488, 'src': 'heatmap', 'start': 1269.597, 'weight': 0, 'content': [{'end': 1272.94, 'text': 'And then the pastor would come over and he would push you on your head.', 'start': 1269.597, 'duration': 3.343}, {'end': 1275.922, 'text': 'And you were supposed to fall over.', 'start': 1273.72, 'duration': 2.202}, {'end': 1278.944, 'text': "Touch! That's glory on these kids.", 'start': 1275.942, 'duration': 3.002}, {'end': 1287.531, 'text': 'Touch! Pick him up! Fire on ya! Look, look, look at them crying there.', 'start': 1279.044, 'duration': 8.487}, {'end': 1287.891, 'text': 'Look at that.', 'start': 1287.571, 'duration': 0.32}, {'end': 1307.488, 'text': 'and just kind of flail on the ground a little bit because he was going to imbue you with the spirit.', 'start': 1301.843, 'duration': 5.645}], 'summary': "Pastor pushes kids' heads, expecting them to fall and imbue with spirit.", 'duration': 37.891, 'max_score': 1269.597, 'thumbnail': 'https://coursnap.oss-ap-southeast-1.aliyuncs.com/video-capture/i2-db9u0Jno/pics/i2-db9u0Jno1269597.jpg'}, {'end': 1413.28, 'src': 'embed', 'start': 1384.068, 'weight': 4, 'content': [{'end': 1387.49, 'text': "And now I'm just like this, holding two kids' arms up that are laying on the ground.", 'start': 1384.068, 'duration': 3.422}, {'end': 1391.032, 'text': "And I'm the only one, again, standing in the prayer line.", 'start': 1387.55, 'duration': 3.482}, {'end': 1393.333, 'text': 'Everyone kind of like laying on the ground.', 'start': 1391.792, 'duration': 1.541}, {'end': 1394.534, 'text': 'They kind of turn their head over to me.', 'start': 1393.353, 'duration': 1.181}, {'end': 1397.476, 'text': "the one that's still standing there, because I didn't feel anything.", 'start': 1395.316, 'duration': 2.16}, {'end': 1398.997, 'text': "I wasn't doing it to be a jerk.", 'start': 1397.536, 'duration': 1.461}, {'end': 1399.637, 'text': "I wasn't.", 'start': 1399.037, 'duration': 0.6}, {'end': 1401.877, 'text': 'I was trying to be authentic by it, you know?', 'start': 1399.637, 'duration': 2.24}, {'end': 1409.839, 'text': "I was trying, I just, I'm a very logical person, and I was trying to figure out the best authentic way to do this.", 'start': 1402.298, 'duration': 7.541}, {'end': 1413.28, 'text': 'I would never want to lie, you know? I would never want to lie to the man upstairs.', 'start': 1409.919, 'duration': 3.361}], 'summary': 'Speaker feels conflicted about standing during prayer, seeks authenticity and honesty in their actions.', 'duration': 29.212, 'max_score': 1384.068, 'thumbnail': 'https://coursnap.oss-ap-southeast-1.aliyuncs.com/video-capture/i2-db9u0Jno/pics/i2-db9u0Jno1384068.jpg'}, {'end': 1630.205, 'src': 'embed', 'start': 1604.18, 'weight': 3, 'content': [{'end': 1609.942, 'text': "I'm not sure why that was important to him as the youth pastor.", 'start': 1604.18, 'duration': 5.762}, {'end': 1618.885, 'text': "And at first everyone laughed when he says, son, do you masturbate? Everyone's like, ha ha ha ha ha ha ha.", 'start': 1611.222, 'duration': 7.663}, {'end': 1622.246, 'text': "Yeah, I'm sorry.", 'start': 1621.546, 'duration': 0.7}, {'end': 1624.326, 'text': "It's kind of fucking weird, bro.", 'start': 1623.266, 'duration': 1.06}, {'end': 1630.205, 'text': 'And then he went one by one to every male in the group and asked us that.', 'start': 1624.907, 'duration': 5.298}], 'summary': 'Youth pastor asks males about masturbation, making everyone uncomfortable.', 'duration': 26.025, 'max_score': 1604.18, 'thumbnail': 'https://coursnap.oss-ap-southeast-1.aliyuncs.com/video-capture/i2-db9u0Jno/pics/i2-db9u0Jno1604180.jpg'}], 'start': 1203.903, 'title': 'Pentecostal and church camp experiences', 'summary': 'Describes a pentecostal prayer line experience where the pastor touches and pushes individuals to imbue them with the spirit, resulting in some falling over. it also details a traumatic experience at a church camp where the youth pastor attempted to induce spiritual manifestations, including invasive questioning about sexual sins, and the violation of personal belongings, leading to lasting negative impacts on mental well-being.', 'chapters': [{'end': 1416.881, 'start': 1203.903, 'title': 'Pentecostal prayer line experience', 'summary': 'Describes a pentecostal prayer line experience where the pastor touches and pushes individuals to imbue them with the spirit, resulting in some falling over, while the narrator remains skeptical and unaffected.', 'duration': 212.978, 'highlights': ['The pastor led a prayer line where individuals were touched and pushed to imbue them with the spirit, resulting in some falling over, while the narrator remained skeptical and unaffected.', "The pastor's actions included pushing and touching individuals while saying phrases like 'fire, touch by fire,' aiming to imbue them with the spirit.", "The narrator, a logical person, remained unaffected by the pastor's actions and felt skeptical about the experience, leading to a feeling of being different from others in the prayer line.", "The narrator's skepticism stemmed from a desire to be authentic and not lie to the man upstairs, highlighting a logical and introspective approach to the spiritual experience.", "The narrator, while holding two kids' arms up to prevent falling over, remained the only one standing in the prayer line, feeling different due to skepticism and a lack of spiritual impact."]}, {'end': 1793.479, 'start': 1417.381, 'title': 'Traumatic church camp experience', 'summary': "Describes a traumatic experience at a church camp where the youth pastor attempted to induce spiritual manifestations, including the pressure to 'receive gifts,' invasive questioning about sexual sins, and the violation of personal belongings, resulting in a lasting negative impact on the individual's mental well-being.", 'duration': 376.098, 'highlights': ["The youth pastor pressured individuals to 'receive gifts' through spiritual manifestations, causing distress and feelings of inadequacy, impacting mental well-being.", 'The youth pastor asked invasive and inappropriate questions about sexual sins, creating discomfort and unease among the attendees, including questioning about masturbation.', "Personal belongings were violated and mixed together, resulting in the loss of the individual's Game Boy Advance and other items, contributing to a sense of violation and upset."]}], 'duration': 589.576, 'thumbnail': 'https://coursnap.oss-ap-southeast-1.aliyuncs.com/video-capture/i2-db9u0Jno/pics/i2-db9u0Jno1203903.jpg', 'highlights': ['The pastor led a prayer line where individuals were touched and pushed to imbue with the spirit, resulting in some falling over, while the narrator remained skeptical and unaffected.', "The youth pastor pressured individuals to 'receive gifts' through spiritual manifestations, causing distress and feelings of inadequacy, impacting mental well-being.", "The pastor's actions included pushing and touching individuals while saying phrases like 'fire, touch by fire,' aiming to imbue them with the spirit.", 'The youth pastor asked invasive and inappropriate questions about sexual sins, creating discomfort and unease among the attendees, including questioning about masturbation.', "The narrator, while holding two kids' arms up to prevent falling over, remained the only one standing in the prayer line, feeling different due to skepticism and a lack of spiritual impact."]}, {'end': 2103.575, 'segs': [{'end': 1822.24, 'src': 'embed', 'start': 1793.519, 'weight': 5, 'content': [{'end': 1799.144, 'text': "Like, I don't know why they did this, but it's very like confusing and like they wanted to make sure we didn't bring any contraband into the compound.", 'start': 1793.519, 'duration': 5.625}, {'end': 1802.489, 'text': 'Oh, man, dude, it was nuts, bro.', 'start': 1800.968, 'duration': 1.521}, {'end': 1803.63, 'text': 'It was absolutely nuts.', 'start': 1802.549, 'duration': 1.081}, {'end': 1810.634, 'text': "This whole experience has just, like, when people say, what are you, Josh? I'm just like, I'm not, it's not really important to me.", 'start': 1803.67, 'duration': 6.964}, {'end': 1811.594, 'text': "Let's not talk about it.", 'start': 1810.654, 'duration': 0.94}, {'end': 1814.076, 'text': "I'm good, you know? Like, I'm good.", 'start': 1812.074, 'duration': 2.002}, {'end': 1822.24, 'text': "But, again, if you're watching this video, and I think if you're a Christian, you would probably agree that that is not what that is all about.", 'start': 1814.916, 'duration': 7.324}], 'summary': 'Confusing compound experience, emphasized unimportance, and religious aspect.', 'duration': 28.721, 'max_score': 1793.519, 'thumbnail': 'https://coursnap.oss-ap-southeast-1.aliyuncs.com/video-capture/i2-db9u0Jno/pics/i2-db9u0Jno1793519.jpg'}, {'end': 1889.45, 'src': 'embed', 'start': 1852.691, 'weight': 0, 'content': [{'end': 1857.874, 'text': 'They started interviewing us and love bombing us and telling us that they were interested in us and they loved us for who we are,', 'start': 1852.691, 'duration': 5.183}, {'end': 1860.015, 'text': 'no matter what blah blah blah.', 'start': 1857.874, 'duration': 2.141}, {'end': 1862.156, 'text': 'And they just kept us on the move the whole time.', 'start': 1860.195, 'duration': 1.961}, {'end': 1865.338, 'text': "When you couldn't do what they wanted, they weren't loving to you anymore.", 'start': 1862.557, 'duration': 2.781}, {'end': 1869.541, 'text': 'They sent you away into a corner and they used love as a reward.', 'start': 1865.418, 'duration': 4.123}, {'end': 1870.681, 'text': "Let's see.", 'start': 1870.281, 'duration': 0.4}, {'end': 1873.723, 'text': 'They controlled our behavior with a rigid schedule.', 'start': 1871.402, 'duration': 2.321}, {'end': 1875.984, 'text': 'So we were moving nonstop.', 'start': 1874.384, 'duration': 1.6}, {'end': 1880.247, 'text': "You had 20 minutes to eat some food and then you were back in there worshiping again and that's all you did all day.", 'start': 1876.024, 'duration': 4.223}, {'end': 1884.085, 'text': 'Um, we had very little sleep.', 'start': 1881.463, 'duration': 2.622}, {'end': 1889.45, 'text': "It makes it easier to go into like a psychosis when you don't have a lot of food and you don't have a lot 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{'end': 1923.629, 'text': 'One of us type deal.', 'start': 1922.448, 'duration': 1.181}, {'end': 1926.111, 'text': 'Mental breakdown is disguised as a spiritual awakening.', 'start': 1923.689, 'duration': 2.422}], 'summary': 'Uniformity and fear of eternal suffering portrayed in a mental breakdown as a spiritual awakening.', 'duration': 19.907, 'max_score': 1906.204, 'thumbnail': 'https://coursnap.oss-ap-southeast-1.aliyuncs.com/video-capture/i2-db9u0Jno/pics/i2-db9u0Jno1906204.jpg'}, {'end': 2011.88, 'src': 'embed', 'start': 1983.796, 'weight': 4, 'content': [{'end': 1987.617, 'text': "And so they make you paranoid about your own thoughts of questioning whatever they're telling you.", 'start': 1983.796, 'duration': 3.821}, {'end': 1989.958, 'text': 'It was very trance-like, very hypnotic.', 'start': 1988.117, 'duration': 1.841}, {'end': 1995.334, 'text': 'We had actual chants, chanting different hymns of different songs.', 'start': 1991.331, 'duration': 4.003}, {'end': 1999.978, 'text': 'We had like hypnotic stuff where people were just holding hands and kind of like moving around.', 'start': 1995.474, 'duration': 4.504}, {'end': 2005.282, 'text': "At some point you weren't allowed to talk and we had to just sit like this and look up at the ceiling.", 'start': 1999.998, 'duration': 5.284}, {'end': 2006.243, 'text': "We weren't allowed to talk.", 'start': 2005.302, 'duration': 0.941}, {'end': 2009.786, 'text': "We weren't allowed to move or look around or any of that kind of like a meditation.", 'start': 2006.283, 'duration': 3.503}, {'end': 2011.88, 'text': 'we had breathing activities.', 'start': 2010.8, 'duration': 1.08}], 'summary': 'Participants experienced hypnotic chants, meditation, and breathing activities during the session, fostering a trance-like state and restricting movement and speech.', 'duration': 28.084, 'max_score': 1983.796, 'thumbnail': 'https://coursnap.oss-ap-southeast-1.aliyuncs.com/video-capture/i2-db9u0Jno/pics/i2-db9u0Jno1983796.jpg'}, {'end': 2045.619, 'src': 'embed', 'start': 2016.981, 'weight': 2, 'content': [{'end': 2019.422, 'text': 'They encouraged separation from friends and family.', 'start': 2016.981, 'duration': 2.441}, {'end': 2031.005, 'text': "They told us that if you were to go back and talk to your friends and they didn't want to come back to church camp with you next time and they didn't want to receive their spiritual gifts,", 'start': 2019.922, 'duration': 11.083}, {'end': 2034.586, 'text': 'they were not worthy and you were wasting your time with non-believers.', 'start': 2031.005, 'duration': 3.581}, {'end': 2040.575, 'text': "And so then you start to think that Well, maybe I'm one of those, even though I don't want to be, you know?", 'start': 2034.626, 'duration': 5.949}, {'end': 2045.619, 'text': "And then maybe your friends are wrong, and then I don't know, you just become a confused teenager.", 'start': 2040.675, 'duration': 4.944}], 'summary': 'Camp leaders discouraged contact with non-believers, causing confusion and isolation in teenagers.', 'duration': 28.638, 'max_score': 2016.981, 'thumbnail': 'https://coursnap.oss-ap-southeast-1.aliyuncs.com/video-capture/i2-db9u0Jno/pics/i2-db9u0Jno2016981.jpg'}], 'start': 1793.519, 'title': "Cult's core tenets and testimony", 'summary': 'Reveals the core tenets of a cult, including strict regulations and personal detachment, and narrates a harrowing testimony of manipulation and control tactics such as love bombing, sleep deprivation, induced guilt, and isolation leading to a disguised mental breakdown.', 'chapters': [{'end': 1834.964, 'start': 1793.519, 'title': "Unveiling a cult's core tenets", 'summary': "Unravels a confusing and intense experience, shedding light on the core tenets of a cult, including the enforcement of strict regulations and the speaker's personal detachment from the situation.", 'duration': 41.445, 'highlights': ["The speaker highlights the intensity of the experience, describing it as 'nuts' and 'absolutely nuts', indicating a high level of emotional impact.", "The speaker reveals the enforcement of strict regulations to prevent the introduction of contraband into the compound, demonstrating the cult's rigorous control measures.", "The speaker expresses personal detachment from the situation, stating that the topic is not important and should not be discussed, implying a lack of emotional investment in the cult's activities."]}, {'end': 2103.575, 'start': 1835.225, 'title': 'Cult experience testimony', 'summary': 'Discusses a harrowing experience of being manipulated and controlled by a cult, with tactics including love bombing, sleep deprivation, induced guilt, and separation from friends and family, leading to a mental breakdown disguised as a spiritual awakening.', 'duration': 268.35, 'highlights': ['The cult manipulated individuals through love bombing and constant movement, controlling their behavior with a rigid schedule, inducing guilt, and using love as a reward system.', 'The cult induced sleep deprivation and provided very little food, leading to a heightened susceptibility to psychosis.', 'The cult used fear tactics, manipulating individuals by instilling the belief that not conforming to their standards would result in eternal suffering.', 'The cult enforced uniformity by providing the same clothes for everyone, fostering a sense of conformity and control.', 'The cult utilized hypnotic and trance-like activities, including chanting, breathing exercises, and meditation, to further control and manipulate individuals.']}], 'duration': 310.056, 'thumbnail': 'https://coursnap.oss-ap-southeast-1.aliyuncs.com/video-capture/i2-db9u0Jno/pics/i2-db9u0Jno1793519.jpg', 'highlights': ['The cult manipulated individuals through love bombing and constant movement, controlling their behavior with a rigid schedule, inducing guilt, and using love as a reward system.', 'The cult induced sleep deprivation and provided very little food, leading to a heightened susceptibility to psychosis.', 'The cult used fear tactics, manipulating individuals by instilling the belief that not conforming to their standards would result in eternal suffering.', 'The cult enforced uniformity by providing the same clothes for everyone, fostering a sense of conformity and control.', 'The cult utilized hypnotic and trance-like activities, including chanting, breathing exercises, and meditation, to further control and manipulate individuals.', "The speaker highlights the intensity of the experience, describing it as 'nuts' and 'absolutely nuts', indicating a high level of emotional impact.", "The speaker reveals the enforcement of strict regulations to prevent the introduction of contraband into the compound, demonstrating the cult's rigorous control measures.", "The speaker expresses personal detachment from the situation, stating that the topic is not important and should not be discussed, implying a lack of emotional investment in the cult's activities."]}], 'highlights': ["The speaker's intense experience at a culty church camp was 5-10 times more intense than the one in the movie Jesus Camp.", "The impact of the culty church camp is reflected in the speaker's family dynamics, including the practice of keeping information private due to fear of judgment or challenges to their beliefs.", 'The urgency instilled in believers is emphasized by the constant message that the world is ending very soon, creating a high level of pressure and a need to act immediately.', 'The speaker describes the tactics used by cults, such as creating a sense of urgency and offering something for free, to manipulate and control individuals.', 'The cult uses love bombing to manipulate new members, gaining information about their hobbies and fears to later leverage them, and using love bombing as a reward for good behavior within the cult.', 'The cult imposes rigid schedules, sleep deprivation, minimal food, and induces guilt through confessions, threatening consequences and punishment for not complying.', 'The speaker highlights the impact of being raised in a Pentecostal cult, where children are told that their beliefs are the only truth and are not allowed to consider other opinions or options.', 'The pressure to fit in and conform to religious practices leads to isolation and self-doubt, and a struggle to understand why they are unable to conform.', 'The 14-year-old felt isolated and out of place at the spiritual retreat, struggling to connect with the practices and feeling like something was wrong with him.', 'The cult manipulated individuals through love bombing and constant movement, controlling their behavior with a rigid schedule, inducing guilt, and using love as a reward system.', 'The cult induced sleep deprivation and provided very little food, leading to a heightened susceptibility to psychosis.', 'The cult used fear tactics, manipulating individuals by instilling the belief that not conforming to their standards would result in eternal suffering.', 'The cult enforced uniformity by providing the same clothes for everyone, fostering a sense of conformity and control.', "The speaker highlights the intensity of the experience, describing it as 'nuts' and 'absolutely nuts', indicating a high level of emotional impact."]}